Do I really understand what happened?
It has been over ten years since..
I would sit down and write about my life and thoughts. It used to be a constant thing that I carried my pen and notebook wherever I went. From university campus, home, to overseas countries, america and australia. I would write down my feelings and what I did on that day. Sometimes I wrote down pieces of poems.
I met him 3.5 years ago. It was 2018 before my 29th birthday. He took my number and I gave it to him. He said later he tried to call but the number was incorrect. So he tried a few numbers. We went out and had dinner together. I remember it was a rainey night and I felt love like the first time in my life, standing with him under our umbrella.
He was very cute.