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I saw a female doctor who prescribed me two medicines.

One of each to take at night before bedtime.

I have been having 5 hours of sleep on average and I feel edgy at home. Edgy and in a pessimistic mood.

I hope these meds help me to rebuild my life.

I don’t look elsewhere, but I look within

My flat is good enough for my dogs. It has a way to impress others with the outdoor balcony.

It has a long history and no one wanted to spend time or money to renovate it. But if I was going to stay here, I can try my part of make it more livable.

I built a kitchen table with iron sticks and wooded boards. But the structure and the boards had gone flimsy and mouldy after last year of use. I also find the design too much on optimising on surface area and storage, that it left me with little to no space to turn around or even stand in kitchen.

I booked a local kitchen rennoval company and the guy is going to check the area before he installs anything. It was a small sum of money I paid him but I hope he does good to my living space

I was doing okay just mopping the floor and cursing inside my head and complaining why NO ONE is helping with all this mess. Kitchen, bathroom, the bills, rent, and a future for myself that I can’t pay to begin.

Worse, I had to block my mom because she wouldn’t leave me alone. She went to the office and requested to remove my name on her flat lease. I was waiting for this for a decade already. Finally, I am about to get out. I can’t wait.

I became Christian, converted and baptised in a local church here when I was 15 years old. I liked the bible and have found comfort in it. During the turbulence with my life, I would snatch phrases and passages from the prophet books in the bible and they would scare the shit off me. Recently I am very into revelation. I always skipped this book when I was reading the bible when I was young. To me, the book looked like it was written in a new and different language. I didn’t feel I had to read it at that moment just because.

Do I really understand what happened?

It has been over ten years since..

I would sit down and write about my life and thoughts. It used to be a constant thing that I carried my pen and notebook wherever I went. From university campus, home, to overseas countries, america and australia. I would write down my feelings and what I did on that day. Sometimes I wrote down pieces of poems.

I met him 3.5 years ago. It was 2018 before my 29th birthday. He took my number and I gave it to him. He said later he tried to call but the number was incorrect. So he tried a few numbers. We went out and had dinner together. I remember it was a rainey night and I felt love like the first time in my life, standing with him under our umbrella.

He was very cute.

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• Why are you blogging publicly, rather than keeping a personal journal?
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You’re not locked into any of this; one of the wonderful things about blogs is how they constantly evolve as we learn, grow, and interact with one another — but it’s good to know where and why you started, and articulating your goals may just give you a few other post ideas.

Can’t think how to get started? Just write the first thing that pops into your head. Anne Lamott, author of a book on writing we love, says that you need to give yourself permission to write a “crappy first draft”. Anne makes a great point — just start writing, and worry about editing it later.

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